{"id":2562,"date":"2025-04-02T06:29:33","date_gmt":"2025-04-02T06:29:33","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/gregmaxwell.net\/?p=2562"},"modified":"2025-08-21T19:48:14","modified_gmt":"2025-08-21T19:48:14","slug":"youre-not-i-am","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/gregmaxwell.net\/index.php\/2025\/04\/02\/youre-not-i-am\/","title":{"rendered":"You&#8217;re not, I am."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full is-resized\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1000\" height=\"669\" src=\"https:\/\/gregmaxwell.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/swam.webp\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-2564\" style=\"width:541px;height:auto\" srcset=\"https:\/\/gregmaxwell.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/swam.webp 1000w, https:\/\/gregmaxwell.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/swam-300x201.webp 300w, https:\/\/gregmaxwell.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/swam-768x514.webp 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1000px) 100vw, 1000px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-link-color wp-elements-6d21654b421082612dc8e1f56f801d44 wp-block-paragraph\">This exchange can have more than one meaning or interpretation. To which I will pass on chasing down ~~~~~ save for the &#8220;&#8221;Adulting&#8221; 101<br>     It was never a race to see who could adult better. But, it is obvious that despite &#8220;my mental capacity&#8221; I do make the hard choices and row the boat to the other side with success. Maybe you can read between the lines?<br>     Life is still hard and only getting harder. We can find peace, if and when we choose to. Answers to all the questions we ask ourselves will be wrapped up nicely at the end of the month. Anxiety is more of a choice for me now. It does not have the control it used to have. I can share.<br>     My mother has been dead since  April, 2 1977&#8230;. Pine Bluff died in 1991&#8230;.and again in 2007&#8230;and 2017&#8230;..It keeps getting resurrected more than Jesus&#8230;lol ..Jesus is the ultimate answer, but I digress. I confess my pride, greed, covetousness and lust and I repent. &#8230;so&#8230;.I give thanks. I am forgiven&#8230;.<br>My deity is important to me. I pray for you, Luna and Taylor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-link-color wp-elements-9ac00cf961d1ea846fe5a532228b76c6 wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This exchange can have more than one meaning or interpretation. To which I will pass on chasing down ~~~~~ save [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2565,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1,4,11],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2562","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-news","category-off-beat","category-politics"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/gregmaxwell.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/dr-evil-macarena-o.gif","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/gregmaxwell.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2562","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/gregmaxwell.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/gregmaxwell.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gregmaxwell.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gregmaxwell.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2562"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/gregmaxwell.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2562\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2566,"href":"https:\/\/gregmaxwell.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2562\/revisions\/2566"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gregmaxwell.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/2565"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/gregmaxwell.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2562"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gregmaxwell.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2562"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gregmaxwell.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2562"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}